Changes

So Dan found out on Monday that he got accepted into MU!!! I am soo happy for him and excited that he will continue to pursue his dream. I know he will do great and all will be well. However, this brings a little bit of scariness to mind for me. He will more than likely be moving to Columbia, as it would be kind of crazy to commute an hour and a half each day, 3 hours of driving a day. So the hunt begins to look for apts. near campus that are affordable. I am trying really hard not to be selfish and realize that this is what is best for him and something he needs to do for him. It's just difficult to go from seeing someone almost every day to maybe seeing them once a week. We did this last year when he moved to st louis for awhile. It was a good growing time for us together as well as individually but was still really hard and lonely for both of us. I am starting a new job a week from Monday so I think that will be good to provide some distraction and keep myself busy while he's gone. I think it is just going to be a whole lot of changes in a small amount of time that is scaring me. I like to have time or psychologically prepare myself, to evaluate all possible outcomes, sufficiently freak out about some, and then return to a place of sanity.:) I know all will be well but big changes are always a little bit scary.